I have a goal in mind and I am hoping my close friends and family will help me day by day to achieve that goal. So if you have been invited to this blog its because I respect your honesty and your opinion and I have decided there is no way I can do this alone.
I am not a English major so my spelling will be bad at times my grammer will suck cause at heart I am
Most of you know my knee has been in very bad shape and I am forced to go back to water arobics sigh..... but I will do what I have to do. I look in the mirror and ask myself how I let this happen and I honestly have no answer. Sure I can listen to the doctors tell me its a side affect to a medicine I took after my miscarrages, but to me its a excuse.
I watch my father refuse to at the very least try to be healthy and I honestly believe he would be here today if he would have tried. I was so angry at him for leaving us so early for many many years and I don't want my kids to look back if my time comes and think that. Now was it all my dads fault NO but alot of it could have been provented.
I guess if I am honest I am afraid of leaving my kids behind and alone the way I felt when dad passed away. I was barely 21 had a beautiful daughter and was pregnant with another. He was my best friend in the whole wide world. I took custudy of my little brother and did the best I could with my girls and Russ. I was a baby myself it was far from easy and to say I was mad at my father , well would be a understatement.!!! My mother could have cared less that he was gone and us kids were just shocked. As the oldest I did my best to cope.
This is not about the past this will be my future! My mother does many things I don't agree with but one thing she did teach me is MIND over MATTER. I do believe if you think you can do it. YOU CAN! If you think you will fail YOU WILL .
So with that said Today is I CAN ... I will each day try my best do post my blog and write down reciepes, my exercise habits, goals, and ect.
Today's Goals
Sign up for the Y again and cancel my membership at fitness 19 ... I can't use most the machines there and they don't have water arobics so why be there I will miss it tho its so much closer and its cheaper. This will be my main objective and to go buy that scale I need at Bath and Beyond :) also I want to take measurements and write them down ... I am gonna include the girls in this they need to develope some exercise habbits :) small goal yes but its a start. I am gonna be xtra careful on my diet so if you have any good breakfast Ideas share them cause that is my downfall right now a healthy breakfast :)
Thank you to each of you who come over and join me and know I love ya or I would not have invited you!
this is really neat Ginny poo:) Love the blog....YOU CAN DO IT just takes time your knee will hile YEP it's a start...YOU CAN DO IT girl!!.....Your a strong beautiful person*smiles* love youuuuuu and Miss ya:)
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ReplyDeleteCousin, You are one special lady. I'm very proud of you and all you've accomplished. I know your dad would be too. Keep it going cousin! I'll be there with you.
ReplyDeletebig huggers Connie love u... ty for the kind words.
ReplyDeleteWhat a lovely idea, hon. I am honored you have invited me to join you, your family and other friends. I have missed you. Alot of things happening here, too, and the stress level is high.
ReplyDeleteExercise has always been my number one downfall as well. I wish I was there with you and the girls. Exercising is much more palitable when you have someone there with you. (smiling...)
You are a beautiful woman. Weight, height, etc., have nothing to do with being a beautiful person. You have become a beautiful person from your family, your friends and your experiences.....all of them played a part in molding you into the person you are today.
I am here to join you in whatever endeavor you embark on. If it's weight loss and it is something you want to do, I'm behind you 110%.
I will include you in my amens, asking God to give you strength, courage and a sense of humor. Things we all need in today's world.
Luv ya!
Denise
I love you too Denise ... your such a sweet soul ... I don't talk to many from yahoo days but I would never loose you I will hunt ya down LOL huggers :)
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